Cruise

What should I do? I feel like I’m exploding already. It’s all up to my neck, any moment I can just punch someone.

I can understand that life is never rosy, never easy. It’s all the ups and downs that make one’s life more exciting. But why do my life has more downs than ups? I cannot say my life is not fair, I can only say that my life is not that smooth sailing… Mayb this is what some people always say, god’s plan, god’s doing?

常言道；做人要知足,我也懂得知足可是为什么我就是特别多的。。。一天到晚都被欺负，欺压，我总觉的我好象是在为别人而活而不是为我自己。我很矛盾，是因为我活在别人的影子太久而迷失了自己还是跟自己的性格有关？ 我不知道？ 不知道那一天我才能做回自己。。。 我累了。。。

Cruise

I’m here to save my neglected blog..haha ;D it’s been a while since I last write…

We boarded the cruise on Friday. Finally a trip away after so long… Can I say a well deserved break???

When we were on the cruise, we had a sumptuous dinner followed with a magic show but haha:) the guy called
Lucky made a blunder and all of us saw through the tricks, well… After all, he’s not 刘谦… After that, we proceeded to the lounge for drinks and out of the six of us, five participated in the games (actually drag to play) and ***drum*** Clarence, Aloysius and Felicia all got a gold medal from star cruise for winning in the game that they played in!!! Well done boys and gal!!!

On sat we headed to pulau redang, a place that is well known for the water sports and corals… We’re all ready for some serious suntanning and we all have come dressed prepared for it!!! After redang, guess we’ll all surely be shagged out, but tonight is the final nite before we return to Singapore ( how can we juz sleep the nite away… Well… Sleeping can wait… ，Haha… Therefore tonight will be party all nite… 很想说一声不醉不归, sigh.. But… Not when my sister is around…

On sun we’ll be heading home, all were heavy hearted because… … Time seems to be very short when we’re all enjoying… Just hope that the next round we can come back sooner… And the next destination will be cruise to Penang/Langkawi… Haha 

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How ‘lucky’ can I be??? First, I had a fall last week and injured my leg till now I can still feel the pulling pain but again who can really see or feel the pain I’m going through? Only when they see the person in cast, then they’ll say ‘oh ya, she’s injured’ Next, I’ve fallen sick. My immune system must have drop to zero? Otherwise how can I fall sick so fast? Within two days, I’ve got all the symptoms. I think my mind and body really need to undergo a long break. But again… Sigh… LIFE SUCKS!!!

My poor nephew is now nursing his heart. 他失恋了!!! Sigh… That’s the thing with relationship. 当两个人在一起热恋的时候，一切都是美好的，可是当面对一些问题的时候，之前的火花立刻就变成火苗了，瞬间变成火灾了。。。 一发不可收拾。。。 Just hope that she’ll take back her words and they can both get back together again. **pray**

Today I saw him in his facebook. The photo of him with a gal. 原以为我会很难过，可是我没有。。。　这证明这几年我已经习惯没有他了。。。

Mood Swings

It’s been quite awhile since I last blog. First of all, I want to thank god for his power and love. My sisters have been discharged from the hospital and they are recovering well.

Recently I noticed that Clarence is very moody, very withdrawn. What has happen to him? No more laughters from him. Hardly see GYQ coming over to our place. Is there something wrong with the two of them? Well, relationship is compliacted. There’s bound to be ups and downs, never smooth sailing, only when the two persons involved work hard together to get things moving then it can be resolved… Only hope that everything will turns out fine and he’ll be happy as before.

Finally a piece of good news. Aloysius has passed his driving with only one try!!! Well Done Aloysius!!! Considering the fact that he only took a few lessons, Good Job!!!

Tomorrow is mum’s birthday, would like to wish her a very Happy Birthday Mum!!!.:D

Mixed Feelings… …

Late last night, I saw from Facebook that my poly friend Lichen hs delivered a baby gal. Congrats!!! This morning I ordered a gift from Noel to be delivered to her place. Next, we were arranging a poly gathering for our group when Zengrui suddenly tell me that she’s getting married next year on 20th Feb. OMG… It’s really one after another of joyful announcement…

Decided to take  cab home after a hard day’s work and dropping mag at the makan place for her dinner as I’m not joining her coz I’ve been looking forward to my walk after a long break. However, when I reach the lift landing, I saw my sister, Elaine at the lift telling me she’s going to the doctor. Hence, I proceed home after saying bye. When I’m home,  my mum told me my dad was not feeling too well, hence I skip my walk in the park. After that, my sister came back and say she has been referred to the hospital and she needs to go to the A&E immediately and she left. After a while, i gobble down my dinner, took a quick shower, though I’m tired from my day’s work, I still proceed to the hospital. Kept her company till now… I’m glad I went as she was admitted and she would be so lonely and helpless because as patient she’s not allowed to wonder around.

Sigh… what a day… I’m praying that the pain will go away and my sister will be able to get well and get discharged soon…

Mayday!!!

Yeah!!! After 17th April 2010, finally get to see Mayday again. Though today is a charity event and they only managed to perform for an hour, even they themselves also find the timing short, but I seriously earn back my ticket because I get to see 阿信 and 怪兽up close . Really close and dar dar even say that 阿信blink to me. Woo.. it really makes me fly….  Can’t wait for their movie. Haha can imagine I sit in the cinema everyday… HAHA

But dar dar is upset and jealous . Aiyoh。。。 he very funny wan leh… say let me buy thing, then when I want to buy, start grumbling so I never buy because it’s so embarrassing. Than ask me to stand at the spot where I can see Mayday, see liao he angry… Sigh… this must have something to do with the man’s ego??? Strange… … I can’t understand MAN… …

Anyway… I’m glad I bought the tickets to this event and Ｉ　ＳＷＥＡＲ that I’ll attend each and every concert of Mayday as long as they come to Singapore … YEAH!!!

Bloody Day!!!

Oh my GOd!!! Assisted so many operations but never see one like today. The blood just spurt out like someone who just had been slashed. At that point in time I can imagine if my suction stops, will this man bleed to death??? Oh No… … my hand didn’t stop moving though my expression froze…  Oh gosh… No wonder he’s called Dr and I’m the assistant. Haha:)

He called me today to tell me about upgrading the ticket but after discussing with Stanley, decided to stick to our tickets. Although I know what is in his mind. But nevertheless, I really thank him for going the extra mile to help me get the tickets.

2 more days… counting down…. Yeah!!! Heard that there’ll be lots of stuffs on sale that day, Dar dar has promised to let me buy whatever I want. Yeah!!! Can’t wait to lay my hands on the things… Haha